hmmm..
- Monday, October 20, 2008 / 2:58 PM.
i want to lose you
please leave me forever
i can’t lose you
when i do, i become frantic and uneasy
you keep me up at night, you wretched fool
i fall asleep on you, uncomfortably
you stab me and give me unpleasant dreams
but i still find myself lying on top of you
other nights i cradle you in my arms
breathing, breathing, breathing
i can’t look at you
i can’t bring myself to do it
you’re always there, though
i can’t escape you
leave me
leave me now
let me have a night of sleep
you selfish, selfish being
your rough exterior i cannot stand
beneath your plain facade lies your substance
but i try to read you but i fail
i study you closely, but you evade me
-poem to my art history book Comments: 0
