hmmm..
- Monday, October 20, 2008 / 2:58 PM.
i want to lose you
please leave me forever
i can’t lose you
when i do, i become frantic and uneasy
you keep me up at night, you wretched fool
i fall asleep on you, uncomfortably
you stab me and give me unpleasant dreams
but i still find myself lying on top of you
other nights i cradle you in my arms
breathing, breathing, breathing
i can’t look at you
i can’t bring myself to do it
you’re always there, though
i can’t escape you
leave me
leave me now
let me have a night of sleep
you selfish, selfish being
your rough exterior i cannot stand
beneath your plain facade lies your substance
but i try to read you but i fail
i study you closely, but you evade me
-poem to my art history book Comments: 0
9 days
- Friday, September 12, 2008 / 11:33 AM.
hell to the yes. Comments: 0
i can't sleep.
- Sunday, June 29, 2008 / 3:51 AM.
i need some chocolate.
michael found my diary behind my dresser and i had to chase him all over my house. immature little mind-raping punk. it got a tad violent and now i have gnarly bruises all over my arms. my coworkers were all concerned and they kept asking what happened... i told em it was no biggie but they probably think i get abused at home. or that i have an asian gangster boyfriend who beats the crap out of me.
i'm trying to go to bed but my window's open and i hear an old man moaning in the distance. it's a little creepy. maybe i'm just hearing things. but that's creepy too. or maybe i'm just freaking myself out cause i'm home alone.
ok well i'm gonna try to sleep again. i just have to stop being afraid and start thinking happy thoughts. like how i want to bear waseem's children. teehee. i sure hope he isn't reading this... Comments: 1
top ramen
- Thursday, June 26, 2008 / 10:19 AM.
work wasn't so bad yesterday
i learned how to use a security tag remover
except i forgot to remove one off of one lady's pants and it made the store alarm go off. oops. i hate lousy workers who are retarded and forget stuff like that. pisses me off!
we went to iris' work and played hangman on her whiteboard. category: food!
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10,000 BC was the cheesiest thing ever.
lindsey is quite good at imitating the filipino cave man.
"do not eat me! i save your life!" Comments: 0
conversation ended.
- Wednesday, June 25, 2008 / 1:47 AM.
number of awkward haha's that didn't actually mean the subject was laughing, but only used to move on the conversation and mask the discomfort-
jooooosie: 10
waseem salahi: 12
jooooosie (1:23:21 AM): yeah some guy fernando
jooooosie (1:23:25 AM): ...he works at vallarta
waseem salahi (1:24:00 AM): that's annoying
waseem salahi (1:24:11 AM): i'm guessing you crawled out uncomfortably?
meanwhile, michelle's thoughts on my parents:
mihyelle (1:53:36 AM): hm i don't get it
mihyelle (1:53:40 AM): your parents are really nice...
mihyelle (1:53:51 AM): i guess it's like a classic abusive parent sitch
mihyelle (1:53:59 AM): when no one's looking, BAM BAM BAM! Comments: 0
career woman
- / 12:40 AM.
they are out of their minds if they expect me to whole-heartedly sell this product. PINK PAISLEY CAPRI PANTS?! come on.i thought i hated the rocky mountain chocolate factory but now the diarrhea-inducing sugar free peppermint patties don't sound too bad when you compare em to the high-rise pepto pink cropped bottoms. yuck.
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breaking news. as i type this, i am having a conversation with weezer.
weee
- Tuesday, June 24, 2008 / 12:52 AM.
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hollywood is fun, minus the crazy people in the street who do weird things with their toes and ones who yell out obscenities and scare us. they definitely aren't as crazy as the ones in nyc though.
speaking of which, 28 days and 22 hours until we leave for the big apple!
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